Damn it. Of course my mom is dragging me into her stuff again. She texts, asks if I'm awake, I say yes, she tells me to comment on her Facebook status.. and.. low-and-behold dad is trying to do stuff again. She caught him. She's pissed, and now.. well.. of course I was dumb enough to ask what her somewhat vaguebooking status was about.. :(
Fucking.. hate this..
Right close to their anniversary.
Right when BF is working a lot and is gone so I am all.. AHHH
When the kids are sick.
When I am not feeling well..
Just in general... LALALALALA I want to ignore it. Why not talk to one of the other siblings about it? Because I'm the only one working to do anything to get better?
I have no idea, but I did not want to go there right now. I'm tempted to go throw my phone in my room or say I am going to bed.. or.. fuck who knows.. *sigh*
Go away damnit family drama. I don't want you anymore. I was starting to feel a bit better emotionally..
I am not.. going.. to..l let this.... do more than just frustrate me. For a little bit. I am going to have my frustration, and then get over it. I am not going to hurt, I am not going to cry. If .. things go bad between them.. There is nothing I can do, or say to fix it. This is not my business, this is not my problems, this is out of my control.. and it is, what it is.