30 December, 2010


I don't really like phone calls at 8:20 A.M!
More so when it's the collection agency from the hospital bills.
Man, talk about pathetic. They just called me a couple of weeks ago and told me they'd call back in a couple of MONTHS. Look, folks, trust me, I know that my lack of health insurance means I'm in medical debt. Really really I know this to be true.

I know that it just keeps getting more and more interest.
I know that I'll ever in a million years get that balance paid off.
I just, need to break down and actually go file the paperwork to go bankrupt that way from there I can see if I can get on my feet better without all of this looming so darkly over my soul.

Aside from that, I slept until 11:00 A.M. again today, even though youngest came in at 10:00 to snuggle, then had a light breakfast, and went about playing with toys in here. Then I gave her another bigger breakfast when I got up, and she took forever finishing it after we played a video game for a little bit together.

Aside from that, I've been up to a whole lot of nothing much at all.
Though perhaps I really should be?

Made the startling discovery that both of my divorcing younger siblings have placed personal ads on CL.Not like I seriously look for anyone there. I just find it insanely amusing to see how many men 1.) Refuse to send you a picture without seeing you first. Why do women have to show themselves first guys? Give them a break, man up, and be willing to show yourself. Why would anyone want to reply to a faceless add anyway? 2.) Show pictures of their car/truck/skiis/the lake/their house/their dog but NOT them? 3.) Show a picture of them with a animal they killed, yeah... Because this is a turn on? Blech. 3.) Demand you be this little petite scrawny thing while they're this overweight, beer bellied, scruffy guy who admits that he doesn't even have his diploma, GED, a job, OR a car. Why demand perfection when you can't give something even 'good enough'?


look at me! Just rambling on about things that absolutely no one cares about.

Anyway, my brother was one of the ads. I always check the ones with pictures you know? Even if they're guys like, insanely older than me or younger :P. On random whim I check there, No. I'm not looking for someone. I just look when I'm bored every once in a great while. Yeah, it's a ... strange little pass time I will fully admit!

Anyway. So I was reading the ad and thought "aww he sounds kind of sweet" then scrolled a little down and BAM! Pictures of my brother! "ACK!" well, that explains it. >.>

Then T was the one who'd actually found the ad of my little sister. I didn't believe him until he showed me and yeah, there it was. BOOM! her picture "OH HOLY!?" Was my reaction as I jumped.
I mean, come on you two! You're far more self confident and social than I am, and you've always had more than your fair share of people wanting you/your attention. Why are you posting on CL??

I feel sad for them really...

Also, it appears... I'm really into 'sound effects' in my posts.
You know what?

It's 1:05 P.M.
I've eaten all of a 80cal pack of dessert Pocky.
I REALLY should be taking better care of myself.

Just hard to be bothered with it lately.

Sadly, I know youngest is probably not hungry since she's been sorta grazing at food lately. I guess she's in the middle of a growth spurt then...? Since kids tend to slow down on their eating while IN a growth spurt.

Or maybe, she's feeling a little sad at her big brother and sisters being gone for so much as they have. :(
I can't wait to pick them up on Saturday! We just have to make it through the next 2 1/2 days! only 2 1/2 days more...

I miss them...

This, entry is admittedly all over the place...
Well, I guess that happens. Right?

Talk to you later,


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