I appreciate it

Again, I want to say how I appreciate the comments I do get on my blog. I really feel less out of touch with the world when I am faced with comments from those suffering the same/similar as I am. It really does mean a ton to me to have that kind of support even if it is just a few people out there in the world who I may never meet. Though, I have to admit I would love to meet each and every one of you who reads this, or comments on all this. Just because I would feel great meeting face to face people who struggle the same.

Okay...

Dear Anxiety Meds....

Stop making me so tired that I have no choice but to nap.
Well it was either that or the fact that it took me far far too long to actually end up sleeping last night. I have no idea what it is, but I hate feeling tired. I will have to attempt to go out without any anxiety meds and do a day and see if I manage without feeling like sleeping. I have no idea what else it would be. *sigh*

Damned if I do damned if I don't?
Ugh, I have no idea what it is.

How else am I supposed to be able to manage the outside world? I either am too nervous that I panic out there, so it's next to unbearable. Or I am at least somewhat okay but then I get all exhausted. Stupid meds...

-Shattered

Yesterday

Was completely exhausting, I didn't even write about it because I just didn't want to have to dredge it all back up into view. My sleep isn't so great lately, and I'm getting the cold the kids were suffering and so I'm not doing so well. I'm light headed and dizzy on top of it all, which I think is from the massive amounts of sinus pressure I am suffering through right this moment.

I got my "mid term" grades for class. 100% baby, Awww yeah! This class is, really easy, I like that though, because I'm stressing how I am going to afford the massive tab of the art supplies I need for my next class when it starts in two weeks. *gagging* Artist Markers are expensive, sure it's likely I should have had them before now or something, an art desk too, but the fact of the matter is that I didn't/don't so I have to hurry up and figure out what on earth I am going to do for it now. Nothing in my etsy shop sells very fast, because I don't really have a ton up there at any given time so I am not one of the better known sellers there. I'm starting to consider just selling my DSi or something just to make up at least some of the cost. I know I don't use it enough to justify having it.. but.. *sigh* you know.. That's lame of me to admit.